sick.

i didnt even want to write this post,i just wanted to get rid of this voice in my head yelling those things,reapiting them over and over and over again.
i wrote this to say im sick.
SICK SICK SICK SICK of you.
sick of us.
sick of what we have and what we dont.
sick of this place.
sick of those events that keep repeating themselves.
i never really thought that i could feel so disgusted by you.
i didnt care that much about you,i swear!
i didnt even love you.
but this thing you keep doing to me is killing me.
i will not play your games anymore,nor hers.
we are over.
this thing we had,whatever that was,is over.
and im not going to apologize cause i know it is partly my fault,but i also know that its your fault too.
you are not gonna miss me,trust me.
now go and fuck her,get your prize.
you won her after all.
you are the winner and i am the loser,remember?