Memento Mori

Horrible things happen from times to times.
Things one's mind can't fully perceive,like death.
Cause you end up losing someone you love,but one you'd never thought you'd lose.
Cause you,think that you are from those kind of people that are lucky enough to be troubled only by a foolish love,or a bad grade,or a thing that they said or did wrong to someone important to them.

And you wake up one day,and you realise that there is no such kind of person,and that yes,every possible misfortune can happen to you,no matter where you are,no matter how troubled you are,no matter how safe you feel.

It can change your life,and if not change it,at least make you think about it.

And today i learned one thing:Memento Mori-remember you will die.

Cause we often get so lost in our small problems that we forget that we WILL die someday.and we also forget what death means.its seems something distant,but its not



So look into your palms.
Dont you see it?
"M.M" it says.
Remember to live.Cause one -not so distant-day,you will die.

coming back .again.

it's been a long time since i've posted.im not good on keeping up with things.


1.I SPOKE TO YANNIS PHILIPPAKIS FROM FOALS!!!(via twitter.but it's still great.i feel totally complete after asking my favourite band's frontman the question i've always wanted to ask him.)

that ^ is the only evidence i've got!


2.I returned from London.obviously...everything went fine,although it made me realise how distance,imagination,romanticism and daydreaming can make someone seem perfect in my eyes
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3.I desperately need to see a great movie right now.One like"Everything is illuminated"!oh,how i loooove this movie!i have to write a review for this movie at some point.


4.I think i'm saying totally random and boring things in this post.maybe it's cause...i dont know.I DONT FUCKING NOW!arghhhh.desperation.

that's it.no more blogging for today.

suitcases.

i couldnt find a title for this post,really.i just felt the urge to write about how excited i am!
and yessss im excited cause im goin to London,and you cant even possibly imagine how much ive missed the cloudy sky and the horrible food,and the woderful beer,and the incredible people and...you know i can go on till tommorrow(i just finished my cuppa coffe you see...)

Basically,i dont feel like saying anything else cause im afraid im gonna ruin the hapinness and the boring simplicity of this post.so,im just gonna write one more word and im done.
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!
(that was one word,plus the exclamation points)
ok,im not done :P

cause now i have to explain the reason why im yelling "god"even though im an atheist.
But you know what?im gonna call my bestfriend and yell GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!in her ear,cause i reaaaally dont want to reveal anything that might sound weird.
haha...the funny thing is that everything sounds weird at my blog!but ok,this will be the weirdest of all,so im just gonna keep it in the secret's box for now.

Still,im so fuckin anxious!i cant wait.and its nine o clock EXACTLY,and i can barely keep my eyes open,even after one cup of coffe,and i think i need a second one desperately,and i have to do my homework for tommorrow,and i have to prepare my suitcase for tommorrow,and i should start panicing cause i havent done a thing for tommorrow, and im spending my time again writting at a blog that noone reads it.But let me confess something:i dont care:) i already feel better.

thats it for today.goodnight bittersweet world!

An old start/sinking

WARNING:THE FOLLOWING POST CONTAINS DRAMATIC/ROMANTIC/SWEETY-EETY-EETY/REALLY HEARTBREAKING(well,not really)STUFF.PLEASE STAY AWAY IF YOU'RE NOT IN THE MOOD TO READ ANY EMOTIONAL CRAP.PLEASE KEEP READING IF YOU DO WANT TO.
P.S.:sentences with this colour are the possible reader's thoughts.


hello!i think i just made it more dramatic than it really is,im not gonna write a soap opera or somethin,i was just goin to ask myself(well,you too,i guess)
is there a way out?

(out of what?ok,shes kinda nuts or just gettin wasted again.)

out of nightmares.out of bad habits.out of your miserable life.out of some situations that you reaaally dont wanna deal with.is there?because if there is,its just me that i cannot see it.and i know,im still young,you're still young and everything's fine.everything can be fixed.
Really?What,like,EVERYTHING?wow!no.
relationships cant.
bad habits cant.
horrible mistakes?uuuhh...cant.
way of thinkin.dont know.but probably cant

So what were you talkin bout dear?
and there isnt also a way out of love.
(hah!i knew it!she was gonna mention love.love is mentioned everywhere by anybody that wants to seem self-concious or a bit dramatic.love is everywhere,on tv,at facebook statuses,even at my cereals box!oh fuck off you cunt!i aint wanna hear your fuckin love story!)

COME ON!I CAN HEAR YOU!SHUT UP AND LET ME SPEAK!
(oops.alright.that was kinda spooky)

So,as i was saying,the worst thing for me is that i cant find a way out of love.i know,they dont give you an instructions manual when you fall in love(although that would be great.there are some books though that are like:"10 steps to get over him".well,to me it sounds kinda like"i had nothin to do and i wanted to take advantage of those torturted women's souls and make money at the same time,so i wrote a book full of crap".Anyway,this is just my opinion)but there MUST be a delete button somewhere,right?And what if you can find the delete button for some people,but for some others you just cant,even though the time passes by and passes by and paaaaasses by and passes b(WE GOT IT!ENOUGH!)......y?

ahhh....beeing stuck to a memory of a person is not a good thing to do.neither healthy.and it just keeps you away from taking advantage of chances and...ive heard it all these before.the best example ive heard about this situation is that past and present are like two movies that are being played at two different rooms.you cant watch both of them,you have to chose wich one youre gonna watch.

the problem is,that i cannot get away from past.past is what makes me ME.and if you think about it,present is just a mix of past and future.moments pass,hours pass,seconds pass rapidly.
but yeah,i was talkin about me beeing stuck to a specific person.i dont even know why i just made this post to be honest.i cant find an answer,no matter how many times i write it down and think about it.
they say that time is the best doctor.well,i trust time.but THIS time,Mr Time is too late.


Closing this kinda depressing post,id like to say(or maybe admit)that ive got nightmares,bad habits,a miserable life,and a lot of situations that i reaaally dont wanna deal with.and i cant find a way out,cause i am a human and not a horny,cute bunny that doesnt give a shit about anything.i wish i was a bunny though,i really do sometimes.maybe its better not to know the whole truth about life.

i'll ask for birthday present a second life as a bunny.now im sure about it.