what are you gonna do with him?you fool...
what are you gonna do with him?WHAT?
maybe nothing.thats what youve always been doing all those 17 years of your existence.NOTHING.

my thoughts occupied my head
i could hear those voices screaming"what are you gonna do?what?"
actually,thats all i could hear.those voices yelling at me.
my lips were dried by the air and my eyes wet from tears of desperation.
i want to give up!please,please let me surrender!dont torture me anymore,ive had enough...
thats enough sorrow for someone who doesnt reply to my messages,for someone who ignores me from times to times.
i know that even if i tell him he's gonna skahe his head and tell me"sorry".
but truth is,he wouldnt be sorry at all.that is what is gonna hurt the most.