People tell me i'm pessimistic.
Maybe they're right,i cant tell.
But all i know is that i'm being a realist.
Right now,i'm happier than ever.
-today-
because tommorrow i'm pretty sure i'll be just as moody as i've always been,and it's not matter of character.
it's just the cirlce of life.
Cause If you are on the peak,you can't climb further,you'll have to descend sooner or later.
And i know that the fact i'm happy but i try not to be because i dont want to be THAT dissapointed when the bad stuff arrives seems super pessimistic,but it's just how life works.
The one day you're happy and the other one...
Well,you just aren't.
Thats my first late night post.
Well,i guess there's a first time for everything.
I actually wanted to ask a question and then leave:
Is it a bad thing to think of someone(you shouldnt be thinking of)a lot during the day?
I've been thinking about him on my way back home from school,
when i had nothin else to think about at classroom,
even while listening to darwin deez.
I mean,its getting pretty serious,doesnt it?
The thing is,i dont wanna think of him,or like him for that matter.
I'm not in the mood for more corpse-eating,backstabbing loves.
I've had enough.
My bestfriend blogged about it ,but i dont think that's a big of a deal that i SO wanted to write about it too,huh?
You see,yesterday i spent the half bloody day yelling:HOLLY SHIT!!!
And all this because of jared leto.
Yes ma'am.That's right.
Oh,ive never been such a big fun of Mr.Leto(i should really get used to calling him like that),but after realising how handsome he actually is i started finding him entertaining!
And the worst part?
After finding out-thanks to my friend-that he's 40 years old i can safely say that i was pretty shocked with 2 things:
1.With my dangerously increasing incapability to guess somebody's age
2.With the thought that this guy looks like a 25 year child but hes is FUCKIN 40!
Oh,i guess that he's either an angel(come on,STOP IT!that's one of the clichest cliches.)
or that he's an undead vampire with a good taste in movies and music but a REALLY bad taste in women.
Choose and pick.
I guess i'll leave it up to your imagination.
P.S.:That angel thingy really sucks.I would call him neither an angel,nor a fuckin vampire.the only word to describe this man is:masterpiece.
...So,do you?
I hope not.But you see,you must have a girlfriend.you're old(er) after all.
But i dont care.
Ah,of course i dont.
What?i do?
No,no look.Its a cliche,i have to say it no matter what.
Everybody does.
Plus that i have to say it to myself in order to believe it.
It's like saying you're a cat.
or a frog.
or a dinosaur.
or a jellyfish over and over again 'till you believe it.
say:IM A JELLYFISH
IM A JELLYFISH
IM A JELLYFISH
IM A JELLYFISH
IM A JELLYFISH
IM A JELLYFISH
IM A JELLYFISH
IM A JELLYFISH
IM A JELLYFISH
IM A JELLYFISH
IM A JELLYFISH
IM A JELLYFISH
IM A JELLYFISH
IM A JELLYFISH
Of course it requires a bit of drama skills and a huge amount of imagination until you actually persuade yourself that you're a jellyfish.
Still,it works!
Dont you feel a bit like a jellyfish now?
Feel the water in between your jellyfeet...
Thaaat's it.
See?
That's how i
don't care
Today i got so bloody bored,that i read some of my previous posts.And you know what i've realised?
I've been incredibly f-ing gloomy and depressed lately.
But things changed.i've decided to start from the beginning.
So that means that im TRYING for a millionth time to renovate my lovelife
(Or maybe my NOT love life.)
Cause see?there are a bunch of men better from him.
Well,he's the best but for now,and for the renovation's sake i guess i'll have to stick to my favourite famous men.
So here are the BEST men in the world
(except for HIM)
Eugene Huntz.I started liking him A LOT after watching"everything is illuminated"
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY NOBODY LIKES JASON SCWARTZMAN .
Seth Rogen.Actually,i dont even know why i like him.i just do.
Collin Farel,such a cliche.
Damon Albarn=ETERNAL LOVE .
HEATH LEDGER=ETERNAL LOVE TOO.(oh man,i'll never get over him.)
Jack White is Godlike.period.
He's nice.Im not a crazy fan or somethin,but he just tends to make movies more interesting...Οh,yes im talkin bout Jared Leto.
JOHNNY DEPP=ETERNALLY ETERNAL LOVE .
KEANU REEVES=ETERNAL LOVE.(oops!my eternal loves are quite a lot!)
Jake i-always-confuse-the-rest-of-his name.
Donnie Darko και ξερο ψωμι!
Robert Downey Junior.Loved him ever since ironman...
Pete Doherty.Probably one of the coolest guys on earth.
Malcolm McDowell.I could probably marry him and his clockworkorange-ish smile.
YANNIS PHILIPPAKIS.MY MOST ETERNAL LOVE FROM ALL.
Plus he's half greek.
Now ive got somethin to be proud of :)
Just a double dose of yannis cause he's so f-ing UNBELIEVABLE.
