you told me bullshit.

how long has it been?a year?
i can hardly believe that a week has passed...
time flows so quickly,and im wasting my time on people i shouldnt.
and im ashamed.
how can i have the ability to chose those perfectly wrong people everytime?its like a selfdistructive instinct leading my way..
plus,why do i always have weird relationships with them?
no real feelings,no real words.
the only real thing seems to be confusion.
please,tell me why do you act like im a stranger to you?
you told me you trusted me,remember?
twice.
you told me that you honestly found me exceptional.
you told me that i deserve a nicer guy from those i told you that i liked.
you told me so many things,we spent so many hours talking.
tell me,why do you act like all those things never happenned?
why do you have to be so complicated?WHY?