Imagine you're in a room full of people.
As long as you can remember yourself you've been there.
There is this closed door that maybe leads to some other rooms.you just dont know where it leads to and you genuinly dont care.
One day,someone dissappears.
There are rumors that he went through the door.
So what's behind that door anyway?
You ask,and you discover that,for a weird reason,everybody seems to know what is behind that door,even though nobody has gotten through it yet.
What you've learned excites you at first.
There is a whole new world outside!
The thing is,you dont really feel like going through that door.
Time passes,and you start realising that more and more people go through that door,without a warning.
Some of them will talk about it before they decide to do it,but most of them just go through it and you only realise it when you see them missing.
Something weird is happenning.
Your frineds will go through it without you,and you start wondering whats wrong with YOU.
One day you look around and see that you're the only person left behind in the room.
You realise then,that you should have considered to open then door earlier!
What were you thinking?
Paniced,you try to run towards the door,but you're stuck.you cant move.
You try again and again but still,you keep standing there without moving an inch.
Time passes again,and one day you realise that you can move.
You run to the door and try to open it.
But the door is locked,and the key is nowhere to be found.
As the storyteller of this story,i really can't tell you how this will end.
I simply dont know whether you will be able to open the door.
I dont even know how this world outside actually looks like.
Cause you are me.
And i am trapped behind a door to which i cant find the key.
This is a symbolic story,but im pretty sure you have no idea what im actually talkin about,and to be honest,im really glad you dont.

i kinda did.and i loved it.
ReplyDeleteI'm not sure what it means for you, but for me it completely resonates. Sometimes I feel like there is this wavelength that everyone is on. They notice things that I don't even care about, and they know how to carry on regular conversations. And it seems like they're all going somewhere, all of them together. But I don't know why they go there, and I don't want to just follow the crowd. But sometimes I'm scared that I'll be the only left who doesn't understand what's going on, where everyone went, and why I can't get there. It's like relationships - everyone else seems to understand how they work, except me.
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