Never mind,I wont find someone like you

Lately i've been writting a couple of posts,which i decided not to publish cause i felt that were too private when i got to read them again.
Both of them were utterly happy posts,but somehow,only this post-the utterly sad-made it.

Let me explain it a bit.
the one post started like this:
"Ahhh...
Sometimes some little discoveries in life seem so delightfull,so relaxing!"

And the other one like this:"people always say that at this time of year students should focus on their studies and definitely not in falling in love.
thing is,i always seem to do exactly the opposite from what people tell me."

Honestly,i really regret that happy posts didnt made it,and maybe ill post 'em some other time,although im pretty sure they'll be of no interest at all for an outside observer.
But now...now im gonna swear love for one more time
Because it makes me  write  a couple of happy posts,and then go back to the sad ones.
But now,my posts are sadder than ever.

It sounds incredibly cheesy,but i wish i could sing this to you.
I wish i could be in front of you with a microphone in my hands,looking at you,singing for you,even though a lot of people would be in the same room.
I wish that telling you something THAT important for me,could be just for once less difficult and less cheesy.
But there's no country for dreamers,is there?

But never mind,i'll find someone like you
...or maybe not.