Oh mother,i can feel the soil falling over my head

"...I know it's over,still I cling

I dont know where else i can go

It's over its over its over its over its over its oveeeeer

I know it's over,and it never really began

But in my heart it was so real..."

Its dark in here,but a dozen of lights linger around Moz.They sure lighten him up as a proper God should be lighten up.

Of course,nobody in this room needs to be reminded by the lights that Moz is a God.

If you've listened to him,if his songs have made you sob,and the lyrics have become one with the most dark and desperate moments of your life,then you are sure that Morrissey isn't a regular person.

He's,at least,a hero.

I would be able to smell the sweat in the air,if i was at all able to breathe.

You could blame excitement,or the energy of the mass that pushed me around,or even just his presence that made me unable to do so.

I didnt really care though.All I wanted was to stay alive till the end of the gig.

Whenever i remembered it,i tried to gasp for some air,but as long as this was not on my first priorities,i just kept singing along,smiling with the way that Moz knew so many things about heartache,and shedding some serious tears.

I wasn't asheamed though,for crying,cause i could sense the lingering mourning aura in there.

Everyone around me was just digging up their lost loves and their long forgotten passions.

You could see it in the way they yelled the lyrics at the top of their lungs,in the way they waved their hands up in the air with force,and mostly in the grimaces their faces made.

If i was to deny that it wasn't a magical night,i would be such a liar.

I dont know if i'd had more fun with him being next to me.

I guess that,maybe,what really made me enjoy it that much was the fact that he wasn't around.

                       "Love is Natural and Real
                                                          But not for you, my love
                                                          Not tonight, my love
                                                           Love is Natural and Real
                                                         But not for such as you and I, my love"