Good times for a change

There are some days when you decide not to remember that you're life is a mess.

Yes,those days still exist!

It's like breaking a vase,and then just leaving the glasses on the floor.

One day,you decide that you will be optimistic about everything,you will leave those bloody glasses and just pretend never breaking this goddamn vase.

And its easy,you just go to an other room and do something pleasing enough,so as to forget about the broken vase.

...Soooo those were my vacations,really.

I forgot about my life,i just locked her in a dark basement and hid the key for a bit.

just for a while.

And now i'll have to go back to the basement and unlock her,let her drown me again with her horrible routine and haunting worries.

Yeah,good times...for a change.