AM I STILL ILL?

i was listening to this song and then i decided to post it on facebook and then i did and then T.liked it.
and then i started crying.
am i still ill?
i felt like i used to feel those days,3 years ago,when i would refresh facebook page every second,when i would stare at the chat and beg the universe to make him talk to me.
and i would beg and beg again.
but nothing would happen.
but i think ive got over him.
and maybe i did,but he's my eternal love.
i cant stop loving him completely.

so i guess i'll always be ill.

It just wasn't like the old days anymore
No, it wasn't like those days
Am I still ill ?