Just Sometimes...

(warning,cheesy and depressing poem ahead.i wrote this 2 years ago,so dont be harsh on me just 'cause its full of cliches.)

Sometimes I wonder whether all these tears were worth for you.

And then,i continue crying.

Sometimes i wish i had done different things while you were around.

And then,i stop daydreaming.

Sometimes i wish you could feel the same pain as I do for you all this time.

And then,i realise you'll never will.

Sometimes i just stand and stare the lifeless ceiling and try not to think about you.

And then,just by trying to forget you,i remember you.

Sometimes i feel so haunted from my thoughts,that i believe im trapped in myself.

And then,i realise im trapped in a world without you.

Sometimes i write things down..feelings,thoughts...silly but simple ones.

And then i wish you could read them.

Sometimes i feel like there's still some hope left in me that tries its best to become reality.

And then,i feel empty.There's no hope for hopes.

Sometimes i dream

And then,i wake up.

Sometimes i love you to death.Some others,i just want you,and some others i need you.

And then,i always end up crying.

Sometimes i wish i could punch you in the face,let blood run from your wounds and then laugh.

And then,i think that i'd prefer to kiss you.

Sometimes i wish i could meet you in another life and hurt you as much as you hurt me.

And then,i realise i can still hurt you in this one,i just dont want to.

Sometimes i continue writing stupid things like these while thinking of you.

And then i just stop,and write THE END.