A-lone.A-gain.A-ha!

Sometimes-well,more and more lately-i just feel the need to get away from EVERYONE and EVERYTHING.

there are moments when i realy hate every human being on this earth-including myself-.

i dont really know why,i've never been a hateful person.

all i ask is,can people be less complicated?PLEASE?

Gosh,people can be so harsh and horrible even without knowning it.and i wish i was less horrible from anyone else,but im not.and that really annoys me.

And other people have always been asking me why i hate myself.But look,how can i like myself while i hate every single human being?

I'll never stop saying that music is the only thing i love.Nothing,and nobody else.

I just wish people could go and be sincere.Talk to each other about everything.Admit that they are humans and they are jealus sometimes,or angry,or happy about something that they shouldnt.

I wish that people could speak so sincerely that would admit that they fart,and puke,and sneeze,or that they want someone they shouldnt,or that they cant help it cause they are FUCKIN HUMANS.

And no,humans are not bloody perfect.The more complex you are,the less close to perfection you end up being.

God!You must think im crazy by now.

I dont know whether i sound like a psychopath or just a classical teenage girl.

Either way,im a human dammit.I have the wright to write bullshit just because i want to,dont I?

Pffff...anyway,i guess i should get used to being that lonely.

It's just that sometimes i realise im more alone than i thought.

Actually sometimes i realise that im totally alone.